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Wow. And just like that, I’m done. Free from the institution we Americans like to call high school. Full of arrogance, racism, crowd-pleasers, homework, tests, and hour and a half classes. But perhaps I learned, through all the hardship, to stick through it all and keep my feet moving. Cause if the momentum is lost, well, you’re never going to get back to speed. I made some good memories, some bad ones; unforgettable nights and understandably forgettable people. I’ve met people I never want to see or hear about again; and I’ve seen people who I will sorely miss once we all go back into higher education this fall. I have had teachers who I wanted to strangle on a daily basis, and others who made me fall in love with their subject. I’ve seen the horrid minds of other kids, but to counterbalance this I found others who only have care and compassion to give despite what society says. But it’s done, it’s over, and I shouldn’t dwell too long on the past. I should say I don’t regret anything, but of course, I do; running xc was probably the best and worse decision of my life. Spending 3 hours a day, 6 days a week, every season of the year running my butt off and for what? A decent body? My dad claims it helped sharpen and focus my mind, spirit, and determination; but all I can see is that I lost time with friends, I didn’t meet many of the people I know now, never went to church because I was too tired to wake up on Sunday mornings, and joined only a handful of not-that-great clubs that met seldom, if at all. It was and is an experience I will never forget - bits and pieces will remain with me, forever. So long, high school; it’s been, well, real. And if I’ve learned one thing, it’s that people are so judgmental and you got to be your own person and don’t give a flying fuck about anybody who has a differing opinion. Peace out. 

do your eyes ever randomly go out of focus and then you are too lazy to focus them back in and just stare at nothing for a while

(Source: megaultracass)

mowwwg:

“you can’t wear that!!!! people will get the wrong impression!!!”

the impression that i am a hot babe with an ass that just won’t quit???? honey that ain’t wrong that’s just fact

Whether it be anger, depression, sadness, even happiness, I think really hard. Is said emotion justified? If yes, then is this emotion worth paying attention to? And if yes again, take a step back and view it from 3rd person: Will it hurt me? I hope not. 

sassydetective:

we all have that one cup in our house that is somehow better than the other ones

My cousin is sleeping in my bed. It’s late, I have an AP exam tomorrow. I wanna sleep :(((( Haha jk, sleep as long as you want cousin. Sigh. It’s hard to be motivated for anything anymore. I feel like I’m hitting a wall again….Luckily there is techno music and delicious food. Otherwise I’d go insaneeeeeee LOOK I ALREADY AM. Jk. Jeez I need to sleep. I’ve been having a lot of minor headaches recently and I dunno why. Possibly because graduation is approaching and as it gets closer I’m just yoloing sleep and everything that seems mildly important. Yolo right?

Anyway, yeah. So there’s like 5 graduation parties, bacchulareateasejfa;djsf;asdf or whatever, and graduation itself as well as finals week (EXEMPTION MOFOS) and crap to remember. Plus, things have changed in my head, I can feel it, if nothing else.

God what am I saying? It’s not even that late for a philosophical debate with myself. Alright, gnight. Peace.